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Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Honestly, there are so many people who have changed my life and I could be all cliched and be all "I am so glad that I've gone through everything I have and I wouldn't change any moment in my life because it's helped me be who I am today". Or I could be original and say, there are moments and people in my life I could have lived without. With my ability to be in the same situation again and not know how to handle it means I'm sick of being in it. But hey, I'm not bitter about where my life is right now, quite the opposite. I'm actually really happy :D But I think there are certain... dramas and whatnot I could have avoided and still be where I am today. But I can't say for sure. So whatever.
To those who were once a part of my life but distance and time got the better of us; Thank you for the temporary closeness and I'm sorry things aren't the way they used to be.
To those who walked out of my life and slammed the door in my face; Good riddance .
To those who have recently opened that door and are there now; Thanks for deeming me worthy to know :P
To those who have been a part of my life for ages and are still here now; Thank you for sticking with me for all this time. Never faltering when I'm in one of those moods (sucks to be you Thai/Avi :P)... seriously that could be anything cause I have THAT many moods O_O Thank you for putting up with my personality changes and whatever else you guys have to put up with. Knowing that there are people who think I'm worth wasting their time on is what makes my life happy. So yes. Thank you to all of you who have been and still are a part of my life. Let's hope it lasts shall we? :)
Love Lots, Kyleen
P.s. One more thing. To that special person; we'll have that second chance again and heck I'm going to make the most of it when it comes.

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7:05 PM ; smile'



Me? Study? Psh . There's a reason I only get average results in tests. IT'S CAUSE I DON'T STUDY NEARLY ENOUGH AS I SHOULD. But it's ok. I have devised a daily plan with Colin's approval so it should be aaaaall good. Speaking of studying, I need to stick the sin and cosine rules on my wall D:
Aside from studying, how have all your holidays been kids? :) I've been out the last three days and tomorrow will be the first day I don't go out. Which kinda sucks cause I was meant to go to Monica's house. But apparently I go out too frequently and I need to clean my room for when my sister comes back and why don't I take time to study Kyleen? That sentence did not make much sense... but you get the general idea !

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Friday, September 24, 2010



It's been a while since I named my posts like that. Anyway, every year without fail, the final year 12 assembly makes me all emotional and think about our grade and how we're slowly getting closer and closer. It's so sad :'( Speaking of sentimentality (what?), yesteday was my last day wearing junior winter uniform because I swore port today (stupid miss Keegan=='). waaa That's probably not a big deal but to me it's so sad :( It's like... omgsh we're seniors next year. Ok I'm not explaining myself properly and I dont want to cause it's making me sad :P
On a less depressing note, last day of term today ! Yay ^^ early finish is always fun. A bunch of us watched Despicable Me after school. To be honest, it wasn't as good as I had hoped/expected but Agnes is so cute ^^ Today was pretty good though. Bludge after bludge except miss keegan (yeah her name doesn't deserve capitals >:@) and her uniform nazi-ness >.>
I want to go out these holidays but a) I should probably study and learn the things that my brain is not capable of learning the first time around ==' and b) I probably wont be allowed . Ah well . Dynamite just started playing and now it reminds me of Margaret & Wendy/Danicah and Jenny. Just thought you'd all like to know...
Oh and before I go; someone (thai) force me to study D:

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Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Dear person whose name I have now forgotten,
A party when I was ten at a family friend house, back when I was social with family friends, we played with their dogs. And I remember you kept saying practically and I thought it was your favourite word (I was young and stupid ok? :P). I remember I was scared to hold the dog because I thought I'd drop it but then you taught me how to hold it and my mum got angry at me for playing with the dog just before we were going to eat :( You know what's kinda sad? I don't remember your name and I barely remember your face and even if I did, I probably wouldn't be able to recognize you for that girl at that party. So, that said, I probably won't meet you again. But I had so much fun that day and I hope we meet again. Maybe not remembering that we've already met, but meet again. Randomly. And we can be jolly good friends yes? :)
Love Lots, Kyleen

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Saturday, September 18, 2010


It's a Saturday. I slept in. And still I managed to have a two hour nap ==' Wow my blog posts are getting boring. All about my sleeping patterns. Tragic... I don't think my bed/room likes me napping. Cause you know... inanimate objects have opinions and feelings 8-) But seriously, every time I have a nap, I wake up with a new bruise or scratch. Weird... Ok. Enough about my sleeping patterns !
And now I'm at a loss of what to say next... Ah well, I should study for science. WHO WANTS TO BE MY STUDY BUDDY??

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Friday, September 17, 2010


For the past week i have been sleeping at 1am, waking up at 7 and being dead at school. Then I get home and Nap for at least two hours and then I can't sleep early that night and the cycle continues. I am planning to break that cycle this weekend (psh). We'll see how it goes. Anyway... it's been a while since I last blogged and I really need to get a move on with this 30 day letter challenge thing D: Let's continue now shall we ?

26. The person you last made a pinky promise with.
To my dearest,
We made a pinky promise today I believe, succeeding the many others we've made. However, you can always trust me and my.. meddled mind to forget. I know we made one but I forgot what it was about. But yes. we shall keep it. We should make another promise, but it would mean me taking a plunge. bahahahaha . No. Yes? Maybe. I DON'T KNOW!
But yes, I think I take pinky promises too seriously. Especially when it gets locked. lol let's keep this promise though yeah? :)
Love Lots, K/cookie/turtle :)

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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Hey, I don't know if your life is as bad as I think it is but if it is, stay strong. All things taken into consideration, life isn't great for you (from what I know), but I admire you for actually trying to change it. Snaps to you dear child. You're strong willed and the way you're handling things makes it seem like you'll put your past behind you and blossom into a beautiful woman :P lol... unnecessary cheesy stuff 8-) Ok seriously, Stay strong, God bless, take care and remember you have people who love and support you :)
Love Lots, Kyleen

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Monday, September 13, 2010


That is how I feel about the teachers atm. I am sick of school and the crapload of assignments :( I have like... four or five things due at by the end of this week and, like the last minute person I am, I probably haven't started most of them. Yes. That's how disorganised I am. I don't even know which ones I have started. My own fault I know but that won't stop me complaining :@
On another note, today, in art, we were taking photos of the farm for ideas on the Archibull Prize (gotta love the title ;D). And we were in a paddock with the trees and the stream running across it. It's near the goat sheds. Anyway, Mitchell, Lisa and I were lagging behind and when we realised they were moving, we walked up to the fence only to realise that a) We were on the other side of a stream. Not a very wide stream but still. IT WAS A STREAM! and b) how did they get over that fence? D:
Apparently somewhere along the stream was a concrete walk through but we couldn't find it so we just jumped over. Which is all fine and dandy. But me, being unco and clumsy as I am, you would probably trust that I did something stupid. Like... running right into a thistle? 8-) yeah.. I'm allergic to grass ==' Then the fence came and it wasn't the kind of fences that have obvious rungs to climb. And it was a gate. That was locked. And when you stood on it it swung. I fell twice. Mitchell and Lisa tanked it over. But I got scratched. SO now my leg is allergy-ed and scratched. Yay me 8-)
Speaking of allergic reactions and itchiness, did anyone ever watch Dexter's Laboratory? More specifically, the episode where he had chickenpox and Deedee said not to scratch or he'd turn into a chicken. Then he knocks at her door and was like "I scratched :(' and you see he's a chicken? Yeah.. I don't explain it well but I like that episode :P

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Saturday, September 11, 2010

Happy birthday Clement and Lisa ! These picture cookies are for you, pretend they are real and eat them... good luck 8-) Oh i am lame.. anyway

Geography . Why would they do that to us ? I mean it was a pleasant surprise to see that the question paper gave us a choice but that means they made us think we would be given a randomly drawn question and so we would need to study all three topics. What a waste of time :/ I could have spent that precious time playing N ball being productive...

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Thursday, September 9, 2010

Cause all she wanted was to know that she was important to you. That once, just once, you'd put her before anything else. She waited for you to notice the misery behind her eyes, but you didn't. Or you chose not to. Now all she wants is to know why she even bothered.

There's nothing wrong. But there's nothing right. I love you but right now, I think we're falling apart. Tell me I'm wrong please .

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Wednesday, September 8, 2010


I dislike the way things are going right now >< Sooo many assignments and gah D: I give up on school dammit. STOP TEACHING ME STUFF! I DONT CARE ANYMORE ! As you can see, I'm rather sooky right now (Whats new...?:P). Anyway, you know when you just wake up and you're feeling slightly irritable for some reason that can never be sufficiently explained? No? Is that just me? :P Well whatever, when I wake up, I have people nagging me and it's annoying. Really annoying. And then throughout the day, people are continuously assuming they know so much about me and the reasons behind my actions. NO! JUST NO! YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING STOP MAKING IT SEEM LIKE IM THE BAD GUY HERE CAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON! -end rant- sorta....
It just annoys me when people say stuff like "You're only doing this cause you're obliged to not cause you want to..." or "You don't want to eat cause you don't want to clean up. Stop being so lazy!" or even worse "You don't care. You're just saying this for your own sake and to seem better than you actually are". Ouch .
So I have given up trying to make sense of these stupid assumptions based little on actual fact. Instead, I shall go about my ways doing things for the reasons I know I have and not even bother explaining myself. Cause it isn't about you or what you think of what I'm doing or the motives behind them. I do things for my sake and if you have a problem, too bad. Deal with it in your own way. But heck, I am not going to let you get to me anymore .

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6:47 PM ; smile'


To my Cherry Blossom x2
You are such a sweet bubbly girl and while I cannot pinpoint a moment that was my favourite memory with you, I can say with quite a lot of confidence that you make me happy. Most of the time I spend with you is worth remembering for the simple fact that most of it is usually spent laughing at... everything cause we're childish like that. Now, because my memory is terrible and I cannot remember my favourite memory, I shall list good memories with you :D
  1. That time we went to parramatta and the random filo woman on the train was talking to us about chinese medical remedies.
  2. At the train station at livo when Avi's earphones flew !
  3. George's Christmas party last year, dancing on the bricks cause you were my dance buddy (H)(+cape)
  4. Going high in the rain. DANCE PARTY IN THE RAIN BOY !
  5. Our occasional DnMs on the bus when you and Avi caught it to keep me company. Thanks dearest ^^
  6. That time last year when I broke some news to you and you said all the right things and made me feel 10 times happier .
  7. My birthday last year when I was at school really early for some reason and you came and gave me a card and I got teary :P Gosh I am so pathetic
  8. Run, run faster, JUMP AND HUUUUG !
  9. Going to livo after school on Wednesdays and watching you be a little pocket rocket :P
  10. And to conclude (and be cheesy) every single day I had extended conversations with you, singing or dancing or whatver because you're awesome and I love being around you because your smile makes me smile ^^ Thanks for making me happy and making every moment memorable. Love you lots dearest :D
Damn... Now I gotta be more creative with writing your card D:

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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Repost this with the subject as: I’m (how old you are) but I act (what you got on the test).

[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit/debit card
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car
[ ] You’ve done your own laundry
[ ] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 1

[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[ ] You’ve never gotten a detention
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[ ] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 2

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count 1 to 10 in another language
[ ] When you say you’re going to do something, you do it
[ ] You can mow the lawn
[ ] You study even when you don’t have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don’t need
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick
TOTAL SO FAR: 8

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[ ] You have been outside of the USA 3 or more times
[ ] You make your bed in the morning
TOTAL: 12

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAIMAI DEAR! These photos are for you :D I'd give you a birthday blog but I will be writing you a looooong birthday card to give to you later with a gift of some value yes? OK! This blog has been taken over by challenges or... abnormal posts that is meant to be creative writing.. sorta... not really. But you know what I mean. I hardly write normal blog posts about nothing in particular. Heh . This is probably one of 3 in the last month but my point is, my blogging has been very inconsistent ! From now, after the 30day letter challenge which is slowly becoming a 60day letter challenge, I vow to update this blog more normally and consistently. Yessum... ! But first I have the um 'geo assignment' to attend to.

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Sunday, September 5, 2010

I don't really like bringing cameras to fun events. Because you become so focused on capturing the moment that you miss it so the moment worth capturing escapes you..

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booyah! My followers have reached a double digit (H) That's a big thing for me, even though manisay has like 00+ followers and yeah... LET ME HAVE MY GLORY!
So anyway, last night was Carissa and Koshi's 16th Birthday Party. I just realised that when I list people, I list them in alphabetical order. I think it's like a subconscious thing where I give it a set order so it doesn't seem like I like one person more than the other so I name them first.. I highly doubt people consider name order like that but whatever. So back to my last night; highlight of the party was Assassin. It was sooo fun. Running around in the dark, ripping off name tags, Good times :D I was owning at the game man ! like the sneaky person I am >=] But then my name tag fell off and was picked up by Mariel.
The rest of the night was hanging out in the playground on the webby thing talking to Luke and stuff. Pretty nice night. And the weather was really nice and cool but warm.. yes, I am very good at describing things 8-)
I'm gna go before I humiliate myself any further with my poor writing skills and whatnot OK BYE

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Thursday, September 2, 2010


Because I cannot be bothered thinking about something to blog about properly, I shall do a survey. I've already done this one but it was aaages ago and it would be interesting to see what's changed since the first time I did this... which is, not hat i look at the dates, not too long ago :P Check the old one out here

What would you say is your worst flaw?
lol I asked Thai and Colin this... Colin's answer was that I don't play dota... I think that's an attribute :P But I think I worry too much for no real reason...

How many times a week do you shower?
Seven :D

Would you say that people consider you a major flirt?
Probably but to them I say I DONT CARE

Name one of your hobbies?
Playing the GeeTar :D

What is your biggest worry in life right now?
All the assignments and stuff due soon D:

Do you give up easily?
oh hell yeah O_O

What is your lucky number?
3

Which cousin’s are closest to your age?
erm Clarisse :D She's a few months older than me i think ?

Do you like hot or cold showers?
Depends on the weather...

What is the weather like right now?
Cloudy and sad. LOL But the weather has been having mood swings lately O_O (wow.. that was my answer for the last one :P)

Are you happy with your relationship status?
Yeah :D

What celeb would you want to spend the day with?
Robi Domingo OR OR OR James Reed(Read?) ^^

What colors would you like to have at your wedding?
ANy combination of purple white and silver :D

Do you drink?
nooooo

What are you craving right now?
Asian food ! D: Yum cha, Pho 76 :9 awww ><

Describe how you feel right now in one word?
Stressed .. I say while im blogging when i SHOULD be doign assignments. Yep stressful stuff right there...

Do you have any weird things in your room?
I have a massive pink inflatable ball. What it's doing there I have no idea. It's my sisters old room ok?

What movie did you see in theaters last?
Inception... Awesome movie !

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
yessum

Tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
Everything :) (ooooh cheesy stuff right there :P)

What were you doing at 6:00 this morning?
sleeping

What was the last reason you cried?
I was watching If Only :P

The person you like comes up and kisses you, what would you do?
Kiss him back :P

Is someone of the opposite sex on your mind?
See, the thing about this question is that there isn't until you read it. then you think "is there someone on my mind?" Then your mind wanders and tries to find if someone is and lo and behold there they be !

What does your last sent text say?
Hy there. What was with the random call earlier? :P

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
lol probably...

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Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I'll keep this short considering I've already written long ass messages to you;
Stop thinking so much ;
Love Lots, K

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I signed into blogger with the intention of blogging about stupid questions people ask but a more pressing issue has come to my attention.
So I was on youtube and one of the guys that I'm subscribed to (Ksicsfaces) linked this video in an attempt to raise awareness about animal cruelty:
http://valleywag.gawker.com/5626105/4chan-on-the-hunt-for-puppy+throwing-girl
Before you click that link, I suggest you make sure you're prepared to see it. Basically it's some girl who is throwing puppies into a river where they die a slow and painful death. Seriously.. what the heck? What do you get out of ending the life of an animal that has barely had time to live? What satisfaction is there in knowing that you cut short the life of a perfectly innocent puppy? What on earth was going through this girl's mind?
I'm one of those people who thinks that animal cruelty is about as low as you can get. Watching that makes me wonder why? I.. can't even think of how to word htis but mainly what's going through my head right now is WHY? WHY WOULD OYU DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT? Who wakes up one day and thinks "oh Im bored lets go chuck some puppies in a river and sees what happens" Ok. To be fair it probably didn't go down like that but no matter what went on in her head I don't think anything is a good reason to do something like that. Nothing gives people the right to act all high and mighty to helpless puppies.
Gah. I cannot get over it. WHO DOES THAT? IT DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE. GRRRR. Ok I am calm and composed :) -end rant-

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