Theoretical Chaos
Tuesday, May 31, 2011

First of all, Thank you Thai for giving me your laptop for today ! Sorry for not returning the charger... my bad aaaaaaaaand turns out she didn't even check it ==' Also, while on the topic of english extension, congrats Danicap, Carmen and Ngoc for the awesome marks! And everyone else who was on the celebration wall. I don't know why, but the fact that I did really bad isn't bothering me. I looked at it, sulked and put it away and didn't even cry about it after. I did worse in English than I did in maths and after I got my maths mark back, I was all I HATE PEOPLE! But now, I dno, I'm just... here. Not caring. And I have no idea why. Eh, well, if/when the time comes that it hits me and I burst into tears, I shall take my own advice and remember the subjects I did well in and remember its prelims. And no one cares about prelims. YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME >.>
On another completely unrelated note, sport tomorrow! Tryouts? Or what? Well whatever it is, I don't know if I want to do netball. I might do dance. For fun. Depends who else does it. And what kind of dance it is. Cause apparently last year, it was terrible. Mariel and Amy said it was really really bad/boring. Don't remember their exact wording. POINT IS IT'S NOT WORTH IT so I'll see.
After camp, I still haven't settled back into school and the work and stuff so I'm going back to my work habits from last year where I do no homework until recess/lunch/morning/period before it's due. It's bad. I was beginning to be so proud of myself for actually doing my work and it's disappearing! It's not allowed to disappear D: Ok, being on blogger while writing all that is probably not a good example of me trying to be studious.
OH! And another thing on English extension story thing. Miss Skolar made my paper smell like smoke >.> aaaaaaand, she's stupid. There was a bit in my story where the girl goes crazy and starts licking the blood off her finger and the description is something like 'licking at her wounds' and the comment attached to this was "this implies she was licking herself". Err... yeah, that's kinda what I was getting at O_O One misunderstanding fair enough. Even if it was, in my opinion, a relatively explicit description but then there was another bit in my story where she's alone in a corridor thing and she raises her hand. I don't remember what the hand was doing but it's not important for what I'm about to say. POINT IS MY CHARACTER WAS RAISING HER HAND. And I worded it like "lifting her hand to her face" or something and the teachers comment was "Whose hand?" WHOSE FREAKING HAND DO YOU THINK? THERE'S ONLY ONE PERSON THERE! WHO ELSE COULD IT BE?! IT'S THE VOICES IN HER HEAD. YEAH, THAT'S PLAUSIBLE. THE VOICES THAT HAVE NO BODIES ARE LIFTING THEIR NON EXISTENT HANDS! YEAH THAT MAKES COMPLETE SENSE. GOSH WOMAN


5:55 PM ; smile'

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Camp was disappointing. People who were with me at athletics carnival and in the morning of camp would have known just how very pumped I was. But it was so bad! Well, the free time was fun and abseiling was good and I love the people. But we could have the same amount of fun not on an Island that forces a group of 20 or so kids to talk about relationships and drugs... awkward much? But yeah, we barely had any free time and I think that was the highlight of the camp. As well as cabin talks :D Now, I'm not going to go into a blow by blow account of the three days because a majority of you guys were there. But I have one question, what the heck was I paying for?
Maybe I'm just being a princess about it but I'm pretty sure many people would agree with me when I say the camp was boring. One activity. Out of the whole three days, we did one activity. The rest was all DON'T DO DRUGS! WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT ADDICTION? WHAT KIND OF RELATIONSHIPS DO WE HAVE? It was so boring! We've heard that talk so many times ==' And the lady was so uptight, I mean cut us some slack, it's our last freaking camp and you're all SHUT UP GUYS STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT CLEANING ALL THE DISHES AND SWEEPING AND MOPPING YOUR FLOORS/BATHROOMS AND DOING ALL THIS OTHER STUFF RAHRAHRAH A lot of people have said they didn't really like our activity group. Personally, I liked the people in it. I just didn't like what we had to do in them. I think if that same group did actual activities, it would have been awesome. But NO! It was all talk, no action XP
Origin was pretty good... not going to say anything about specific events cause it makes me sad :P But whatever! It was fun watching it with most of the grade. I got really sleepy by the end of it though. I'm amazed that I was able to stay up so late in the cabin. But then again, the conversation was interesting. Had a mad DnM with Annag, Amy, Lisa, Mariel, Monica and Paulinna for a while with people leaving every now and then to go to sleep until it was 3am and only Paulinna, Lisa and I were left and we were all closing our eyes more often than not. :P
Second day, abseiling and free time were fun. First time talking to Chris/Robert the fifth. Twas fun. I love bush walking and walking up hills/mountains. I feel so accomplished at the end. Even though I'm like dragging myself on all fours by the end, it's fun! But I think the second hike up for the last morning's camp fire thing was a lot more difficult than the abseiling one. It was wet and slippery :/ The trivia night from the second night made my voice sound manly and croaky the next morning and now it sounds funny. And it sounds husky when I try to sing... which can only be an improvement compared to before :P


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Sunday, May 22, 2011

Eurgh, I don't know why but my eyes are all itchy and my nose is sniffly. I blame my dog. I'm a girl who is allergic to dogs but is too stubborn to not have one. I make sense. In other news, I still need to buy cordial for camp and I don't know when I'm going to have a chance because I am going to the doctor tomorrow afternoon and then on Tuesday I have plans after school. I'll figure it out. Can not let the cabin down! :O Speaking of camp, I was reading some of the blogs from Sefton and it seems so brief D: Ah well, better make the most of it then.
Also, my stats tell me that I get a substantial amount of views from the US. Which either means a regular reader or just a large amount of people who happen to come across this blog. And Latvia too. I find that cool. I want an international follower! Like Lisa's blog has people from Portugal following her! I think that's cool :P But then, considering the content of my blog, I'm not actually surprised that my followers are only from our school :P I have a very narrow target audience... That is all.


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Saturday, May 21, 2011

I really really really really really really really dislike this weather. I've been enjoying the cold for ages now and this random burst of warmth is annoying. And the moody weather is making my skin funky. Not really. Just my lips but it's annoying! And every time my lips go slightly red my mum thinks it's an allergy and wants to rush me to the hospital. Constant vigilance! As Moody would say. I don't know how that relates to anything but the phrase just came to mind.
I packed for camp today. Yes, it's early. I know. I wasn't planning to pack until Monday night. And even that seemed early for me but it was necessary because I'm busy Tuesday night! But yeah, I packed today. My mum asked if I had things for camp. Like.. one by one and I wasn't sure about half of them so she was like "show me" So I was like... why don't I just pack now? Most of my stuff is there anyway. Yeah.. that's my story. While I was packing, I realised how many of my belongings are purple. I have three pairs of purple socks... Different shades of course :P Cool story bro... Shut up, I'm interesting XP
I think I might delete my other blog. It takes too much effort to keep two blogs going consistently. And I don't think many people are going to read it. Stats say I have readers from Germany though. That's cool :P But yeah, I dnooooo. I'll see how it goes for the next few weeks or days and see if I'm bothered to keep it going.


3:42 PM ; smile'

Friday, May 20, 2011

They cut the tree down in front of my house. I miss it. I mean, it's not like I played with it as a child or anything. I never really had any interaction with that tree. Except for that time when I was younger and I decided to water the grass with a watering can and thought the tree looked thirsty so I went to give it water only to see a dead lizard lying there. Like a big dead lizard. It freaked me out. And I never did the gardening again. Anyway, the day where it was super windy and rainy and whatever, one of the branches fell off and another was hanging very precariously on a splinter so my mum called the council because it was a tree they planted and they got rid of it! Our front lawn looks so different without it...
In other news, Miss Davis was talking about English Exam and she said that half of them were marked and we'd be getting them back on Monday. Her comment was "some of you will be pleased with your mark, others of you will be disappointed. Very very disappointed". Yeah.. not daunting at all. Thanks for that miss. Makes me NOT freak out.. Art was fun today though. Inked the etching I did. With the first one, the top half was just right but the bottom was too dark. The second was, the bottom half was good but the halo, JUST the halo was too light. So now I have to do it again. Booooo I'm such a fail art student =( Mrs Coombes was talking about us in year twelve and our body of works and who would be the freaker outerers and who would be the hiders. Personally, I think I'd be both. I already hide from Mrs Coombes when I do stuff because I'm so uncreative D: I don't want to drop art because I love it. But I don't think I'm good enough to do well in it yknow? So maaaaybe. Or I might keep it and let it be the subject I fail cause if I keep it, I'll have 13 units so 3 extra units to spare (Y) yay :P
HCF was pretty good today. First time I've been there in ages and Mr Rawson brought his Geetar and sang :D
Omgsh, my mum just asked me if I put her name down for that thing I'm going to at UNSW on Tuesday but when I asked her if she wanted to go she said she would get bored so I just put my dad >< I FEEL BAD NOW ! tgerhigesgnrtsersth

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Thursday, May 19, 2011

I've tried reading Tess of the D'Urbervilles so many times without falling asleep but it never works. And as much as I love sleeping, I hate when I nap because I can't sleep that night. Ah well, life goes on. Today was pretty good. We got our legal marks back and I guess I'm happy with it... Whateverrrr
Oh my gosh I totally forgot what I was going to say in this blog post. Aren't I clever? I'm so excited for camp. Or so I say. I dno, I mean it when I say it but then after I say it, my mind is like "Oh really?^o)" Which makes me confused all over again. It sounds like fun. 22 people in a cabin sounds fun but chaotic and I'm guessing we're not going to be sleeping much :P Oh well, may as well make the most of it. I was talking to Mel about it earlier. And we're so bad ass. Taking shots at camp... of gubblebum cordial. Yeah.. we're rebel like that. And yes. Gubblebum. Not Bubblegum. I love cottees. They amuse me. But yes, cordial + 22 people in a cabin + night time = max hyperactivity. Ok, I am excited all over again and I refuse to listen to the little voice saying OH REALLY? The only thing that I'm a bit iffy about is the activities. If the theme of this camp is drugs and alcohol and stuff, what kind of activities will we do? The way I imagine it, it's going to be like a three day long pe lesson. But according to lynch, it's all team building activities. Which should be good. I loved our group last year and I hope this year is just as good if not better. But it'll be hard to top Damacro ;D Just saying.. :P
Oh and I separated all the mushy love stuff from this blog because Henry was complaining :P Nah, he only complained once but I'm guessing not many people actually want to read it. So yes, they're on another blog so never fear, this blog no longer has any mushy love stuff. On the off chance that you do like it, let me know in the cbox and I shall give you the link.


5:50 PM ; smile'

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

One of the worst feelings one can experience is hugging someone who doesn't hug back. Yeah, you know who you are >.>
So today was the semi finals for basketball and year 11s last basketball game. Heartbreaking I know... :P But seriously! I'm so annoyed that we have camp when we have finals >< I really wanted to verse mac fields again D: We don't even have a full team for next week. Four people! Gah. Ah well, I have faith in them :D Versing Casula is always fun. Today, the amount of times they swore was crazy. Brace face. Really? I mean seriously? You're going to be that immature. SOme girl fouled me and she didn't know how it counted as a foul so when soemone explained she was all "Well I don't give a f*ck". Ok... We don't care if you care, point is you fouled so there XP Don't I sound mean... OH WELL!
Also, I was talking to Joanne and found out something really interesting. Okay, so you know the Geography RAP we had to do last year? Yeah, well I did really bad like.. 10 or something out of 15 (I don't remember exactly) and I was all boohoo, I suck blahblahblah over it . But theeeeen, apparently, Mr Gippel showed his year ten class my RAP and was like "This would have been worth a 14" WTH MAN! I know it was a year ago but COME ON! SOME CONSISTENCY PLEASE? GRRRR Whatever. I hate geo anyway so it doesn't matter anyway. Hmph .
On another note, I went McDonalds for a mango frappe after school today and I saw the guy that I met on the train the day I went city in the holidays! Not sure if I blogged about that. Okay, quick check says I didn't. Basically, some time in the holidays I went city with Avi and Mellim and met some random guy on the train who seemed pretty cool and he served me today ! Kind of awkward but meh :P It was cool ^^

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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Today while looking through my blog archives, I found this:

To My Portable Ocean I have things i would like to tell you:

#2 Good luck ;)

#3 There was a line in that movie that reminded me of you:
Tod: Big Momma, promise me you'll be my friend forever?
BM: Tod, Forever is a long time and time has a way of
changing things

#4 Fair exchange?

#5 Goodbye (:
It amused me because it makes almost zero sense to me. Things seem vaguely familiar but this was soooo long ago. This is also my fail attempt to speak in code. Man I was so naive :P


9:14 PM ; smile'

Monday, May 16, 2011

So the day I actually wanted to blog, blogger fails me. So to compensate, TRIPLE POST *pulls out wolverine claws* even though two out of three of those posts are surveys that get really boring to read so you guys probably won't read it. Once again, I have completely forgotten what I had wanted to say. It's been two days people, as if I remember what I was thinking back then...
Today was crap. Terrible. Preposterous. I'm running out of synonyms. Yes I know there's a whole lot of words I could use but whatever ! Maths is mean. Chem is mean. Everything is mean :'( WHATEVER ! I'M OVER IT. That's a lie... But yes, I shall stop complaining. BUT MISS JACKSON SCREAMED MY MARK OUT TO THE ENTIRE CLASS! WHY WOULD SHE DO THAT? I was doing such a good job at hiding it :( BOOO ok. No I am not over it. And I am not going to stop complaining. But I'll take a break for now so you kids don't have to put up with it. Basically self esteem has gone lower D: Which is tragic considering where it was before :P Ehe .
On another completely unrelated topic, I love Joel. He's so cool! I barely talk to him but he's so nice to me and he gives such nice hugs! Ngaw :3 And I love Ukel and Georgie. Teehee They make me smile :P Avi and Kabir are probably a couple of the most important people to me right now. Obviously not the only ones. But you know, I'd like to surround myself with more people like these please. I'm in a very lovey mood right now. Kind of. Well I choose to be. Hating is bad. And since there are still things to love, why not be happy yeah? Oh damn that's deep... Not really. THAT WAS PATHETIC! Ok, enough talking to myself :P But seriously, people make me happy!

Don't worry.
They're taking really
good care of me .

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7:38 PM ; smile'

1. taken a picture naked?

2. painted your room?
No but it would be mad fun!

3. made out with a member of the same sex?
No... :P

4. drove a car?
Do bumper cars count? :$

5. danced in front of your mirror?
Guilty ^^"

6. like someone?
I thought that was obvious!

7. been dumped?
Psh no.. haven't been in a position to be dumped :P

8. stole money from a friend?
No way

9. gotten in the car with people you didnt know?
I don't think so...

10. been in a fist fight?
No, I'm a wuss

11. had feelings for someone who didn’t like you back?
Haven't we all?

12. had feelings for a friend?

14. made out with a stranger?
ew no

15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
Yeah? :P

16. left your house with out telling your parents?

17. had a crush on your neighbor?

18. ditched school to do something more fun?
No way

19. slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the same sex?

20. seen someone die?
No O_O

21. been on a plane?

22. kissed a picture?

Maybe :$

23. slept in until 3?
No. Latest I've slept in was like...1:30? I felt so dirty :P

24. miss someone right now?
Yeah, like crazy .

25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Yeah.. I have :/

26. made a snow angel?
No! I haven't been anywhere snowy :S Oh wait, I've been snowy mountains!

27. played dress up?
Um probably but I don't remember :P

28. cheated while playing a game?
ehe . ^^"

29. been lonely?
Haven't we all?

30. fallen asleep at work/school?
Not asleep but half way there?

31. been to a bar?

32. felt an earthquake?
No :S

33. touched a snake?
Yeah ! They're so cool ^^

34. ran a red light?
Cause I can drive... 8)

35. been suspended from school?

36. had detention?
few times :S

37. been in a car accident that you didnt cause?
Yes I have. Not a big one though...

38. hated the way you look?

39. witnessed a crime?

39. been the person doing the crime?


40. pole danced?

41. been lost?
Oh gosh do not get me started... :P

42. been to the opposite side of the country?

43. felt so sick you thought you might die?
Err... no :P

44. cried yourself to sleep?

46. sang karaoke?
Omgsh yes! So fun ^^

47. done something you told yourself you wouldn’t?
yes :/

48. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
I dont think so :P

49. caught a snowflake on your tongue?
No O_O

50. kissed in the rain?
Yeah... totally 8)

51. sang in the shower?
yeah, it's fun :D

52. had sex in a park?

53. had a dream where you were married?
I think I have actually :P

54. glued your hand to something?

I'm surprised to say I haven't. It sounds like something I would do...

55. got your tongue/”arm” stuck to a flag pole?

56. ever gone to school partially naked?
wth no :P

57. been a cheerleader?
It sounds like it would be fun but no

58. sat on a roof top?
Yeah at Danicaps :D

59. didn’t take a shower for a week?
Ew no

60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone?
yes! All the time :P

61. played chicken?
ehe . yeah ^^"

62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Not pushed. Jumped. With my phone in my pocket D:

64. broken a bone?


65. been easily amused?
All the time :P

66. laughed so hard you cried?

67. mooned/flashed someone?
lol wth no :P

68. cheated on a test?
Like once and i felt guilty as heck

69: forgotten someones name?
Not often but I have :S

70. slept naked?
Not completely :P

71. gone skinny dipping?

73. blacked out from drinking?
Haven't drank before...

74. played a prank on someone?
maybe :$

75. gone to a late night movie?
Yes! Twilight with my sisters :$ LOL

76. made love to anything not human?
LOL Oh yeah man, my dog and I have this mad connection. I'm kidding

77. failed a class? as in under average ?
yes :'(

78. choked on something you’re not supposed to eat?
I probably have..

79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours in total?

80. been cheated on?
no relationship no cheats

81. did you celebrate the 4th of July?
no :P

82. thrown strange objects?
define strange?

83. felt like killing someone?
That's a bit strong...

84. felt like running away?
maybe :P

86. did drugs?
Of course not

87. had detention and not attend it?

89. made a parent cry?
Yes :$

90. cried about someone?

91. had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period?
lol no

92. dated someone you didn’t even like?
Wth no. That's not very nice!

93. had/have a dog?
yahuh ^^

95. own an instrument?
keyboard and guitar

96. been in band?
lol no. It would be cool though

97. drank 25 sodas in a day?
woah no way !

98. broken a CD?


99. shot a gun?

No, but it sounds like a good way to vent :P

100. had feelings for one of your best friends?
yep 8)


7:18 PM ; smile'

1) Do you think that you will ever live a happy life with somebody someday?

I would like to

2) Are you a morning person or a night person?

Night for suuuure

3) What’s the last thing you laughed really hard over?

Probably Avi, Kabir or me doing something really stupid

4) What was the last drink you had?


5) Who did you first talk to this morning?


6) Do you believe that there’s good in everybody?

Of course !

7) What kind of shirt are you wearing?

Blue singlet (yes I know it's winter...)

8) What woke you up this morning?

My phone

9) In the past week, have you cried?

yeah.... 8)

10) When’s the last time you ate at Taco Bell?

Aaaaages ago when it actually existed and my sister used to always get it

11) If someone gave you $1,000 would you spend it or save it?

save it cause I'm a tight ass :P

12) Look behind you, what do you see?

Empty space and then a door

13) Do you like hugs?

Hell freaking yeah

14) Who was the last person to call you?

My sister

15) Who did you last call?


16) Are you listening to music right now?


17) Do you like Chinese food?

Love it!

18) Do you like when people call you things like “baby”, “sweetie”, “hon”, etc?

I don't really mind. Some pet names I find really annoying though. Like really really annoying. Baby is one of then

19) Will this Friday be a good one?

erm I have no idea...

20) What’s wrong with you right now?

a little irritated, mostly upset, pretty much bored out of my brains

21) When will your next kiss be?

neverrrrr lol nah I have no idea :P

22) Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

Who knows?

23) Do you get drunk every weekend?

psh as if :P

24) Do you like hot or cold?

Cold! (shut up thai, kabir and avi >.>)

25) Is the last person you hugged older than you?

Yup ! :D

26) What were you doing at 6:00 this morning?


27) Is someone of the opposite sex on your mind?

Yep :/

28) Have you kissed more than ten people this year?

bahahahaha no

29) Do you have any plans for tomorrow?

School ! Mope. etc

30) Is it more common for you to follow your heart, or your mind?

Whichever seems right

31) Are you a dog or cat person?

Dog for sure

32) Do you ever turn off your cellphone?

Hardly ever :$

33) Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?

I hate everything D:

34) Are you unsure about your feelings for someone?


35) Have you ever had feelings for someone your best friend was dating?

nooooo. That would be weird. Very very weird. Sorry honey, I don't swing that way :P

36) How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?

Good question :P

37) Do you think being in love can be the best and worst thing to happen to someone?

Of course

38) Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?


39) Have you ever worn your friend’s clothes?

Borrowed Mel's dress for like a year. Never actually wore it though... :P

40) Can you spend a whole night with the last person you kissed?


41) Are you feeling guilty about something now?

I probably should be but I don't

42) Do you think you’re a perfect boyfriend/girlfriend?

I don't think I would be...

43) How often do you talk on the phone?

Um there was like a few weeks when I was constantly on the phone. Now, not so much

44) Do you believe what comes around goes around?

To an extent

45) Do you want to say something to someone?


46) Three months ago, can you remember who you liked?


47) Can you easily tell if someone’s fake?

I think so... But I think I look into things too deeply to the point where I over analyse and think someone's being fake when they're not :S

48) Is your heart broken right now?


49) How late did you stay up last night?


50) What do you hear right now?


51) Is there a high chance of you going out to the movies soon?

Nooo idea

52) Has anyone told you they don’t wanna ever lose you?

Yep :/

53) Is there anyone you’d just like to punch in the face?

No! That's mean

54) Where was the very first kiss you had with the last person you kissed?


55) Your best friend kisses the guy/girl you like, what do you do?

Run away crying. nah I'm kidding. Whatever, I have no control over either so there's not much I can do

56) Anyone pissing you off?

Kind of...

57) Did the last person you texted message you back?


58) What was the main subject of your last text message conversation?

Bring my jumper or you die

59) Is there someone you don’t ever want to lose in your life?

Yes .

60) Is there a difference between the word ‘best friend’ and ‘friend’?

Of course

61) Is there something you regret doing today?


62) Do you still talk to the person who hurt you the most?

I don't actually know who that is... actually maybe I Do. Yeah I think I still will/do

63) Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?


64) Does it bother you when people smoke around you?

eurgh yeah

65) Do you want a relationship?


66) How often do you hold back what you want to say?

No I think I don't hold back enough tbh...

67) Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?

On the cheek yes

68) Are you a jealous person?

I don't think so

69) Have you ever had a friend you weren’t into, fall for you?


70) What are you listening to?

She Is - Gabe Bondoc

71) Have you ever written a song?

Yeah... 8)

72) Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not at all

73) Are you single, taken, heartbroken, crushing, or confused?


74) Where was the last place you went?


75) Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an K?

That's my name! No I haven't :P Oh wait, on the cheek yeah

76) Are you happy with the way things are going?

BAHAHAHAHHA Funny joke =='

77) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?

Vincent or Kabir

78) Do you have a best friend?

Yessum :D

79) Will you be in a relationship in the next month?


80) Is there someone who makes you instantly smile when you receive a message from them?


81) Do you think things will change in the next few months?

Of course. Everything is always changing. Boo

82) What song are you currently listening to?

Crush - David Archuletta

83) Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?

Yes. Lisa :P

84) What is your opinion on late night phone calls?

Fun fun fun :)

85) Where’s your best friend right now?

At home I think :P

86) Have you ever been kissed by someone who has ever hurt you?


87) Say the person you fell hardest for comes up to you and hugs you, what do you say?

Hi there old buddy old pal

88) Do you think two people can last forever?

Of course

89) Will you regret your next kiss?

I'd like to think I wouldn't

90) The person you have the strongest feelings for dies, do you care?


91) If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?

Fly. It would be fun :)

92) You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false?

Scarily true

93) Your best friend has unprotected sex, your reaction?

You're silly...

94) Do you know a guy named David?


95) How’s your life lately?

It's a hard enough life for us (8) That song from annie came to mind... Seriously though, Terrible !

96) Is it uncomfortable staring into the eyes of someone who likes you and you like back?


97) Would you rather marry your bf /gf, or take a million dollars?

Marry hypothetical boyfriend (Y) Money is overrated

98) Would you go out with someone if they asked right now?


99) Are you nice to everyone?

I hope so but I doubt it

100) Do you prefer committed relationships or just friends with benefits?

committed relationships.


6:26 PM ; smile'

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

So I'm listening to Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat while reading Anne's blog. And for those of you who know the song, you'll know that there's a definite beat at the beginning. The dancing/jumping potato/rock thing on Anne's blog was bopping in time to the beat of it. It amused me.
Anyway, today was a terrible start to normal lessons. Actually art was pretty good. That's about it :P We're currently doing academic drawings and we had to draw hands. And no one likes drawing hands. It's difficult and annoying to get the proportions right. I remember when I was younger, I used to always draw hands behind my person's back because I couldn't draw them. Do you think I'm going to start now??? Danicap and her table were just mucking around and drew mad cartoons :P They're so cool xD
Also, I noticed, I have so much school pride. Liek, I always knew I loved Hurlstone but yesterday when I was getting my allergy test, waiting for me to react to the drops of.. stuff she put on my arm, the nurse asked me what school I went to. When I said Hurlstone, she was like "Oh Hurlstone Ag?" and there are so many times that things like that happen. Our school has so much recognition and I remember once, I forgot what the situation was, but a man asked me the same question and his response when I said Hurlstone was "Oh yeah, I signed the petition against selling the farm. It's a terrible thing to do to such a school" Or something. And just remembering all the moments strangers have given positive comments when I mention my school makes me oh so proud. Ok, enough with the cheesiness.
Let's go back to the allergy test. Yes this is a messy post that is not in chronological order. Deal with it. Yesterday, I had to have an allergy test and a lung function test. Forget lung function test cause nothing interesting happened. But damn, I've had an allergy test before but this time was worse. It was so itchy and the arm with all the grass and pollen samples was red and bumpy and itchy and you can't scratch and it's so difficult >< So turns out, grass allergy has gotten worse. Peanut allergy has gotten worse and I am now also apparently allergic to cockroaches? LOL That amuses me... Tragic, no more picking up cockroaches :P Cause you know... I totally don't have a phobia of cockroaches... 8)
So, the point of that allergy test was to find out why I was sent to hospital three times cause of an allergy when previous results say I'm not that allergic to anything. What was established? I'm allergic to peanuts more than before and that caused it. *three slow claps* I ALREADY KNEW THAT! WHAT A WASTE OF TIME AND $300+. But then again, what else could I have expected? Unless I accidentally ate grass.. But somehow I doubt Pho 76 accidentally puts grass in their pho...


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Monday, May 9, 2011

Indeed. I knew nothing for bio this morning but as I read the exam, it looks like it would have been easy if I studied. Which I did. But all the wrong things. I'm mad like that... WHAT WAS THAT THING IN THE MEMBRANE THAT HAS A CHANNEL THINGY? CAUSE I WROTE INTEGRAL GLYCOPROTEIN WHICH WASN'T THE SAME THING BUT I HAD NOTHING TO ELSE GO ON SO I WROTE IT DOWN ANYWAY! Oh well. It's over. It's all over. No more exams ! :D yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
Eurgh, I just got out of the shower and my face is really dry and my lip is itchy :/ Fun fact of the day for you kids...
I'm kind of looking forward Wednesday. Normal lessons and whatnot. I need to check if we have english that day because if we do, I need to make sure I've finished that checklist miss gave us for the holidays. I THINK I've done it all except the other essay. Speaking of essays, I still need to English Extension essay... I'll get to that. But yes, Wednesday when I can see everyone normally and on a regular basis. Except I'll miss the freedom of exams. And seeing who you want when you want where you want in between exams. Oh and the fact that we're versing Mac Fields on WEdnesday takes away the appeal. You know what? I'l just take it back NO I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO WEDNESDAY ! D: Well that was an abrupt change in mind now wasn't it... DEAL WITH IT.
My mum or sister or someone updated the internet browser and it's all new and weird looking. And the tabs are in a weird place. I'm not used to it. But the fonts are prettier. Like, the default fonts for stuff. Eh, I'll get used to it eventually. For now though, I shall just sook in a corner over the fact that it's different. Cause after just over two years of blogging, we all know Kyleen doesn't like change. And yes, I just spoke in third person.
Alsooooo, I just checked the actual age of my blog and my first post was May 2 2009. woaaaah It just turned two years old! :3 I'm surprised that I've had that much to say. Actually, no I'm not. I talk a lot and those of you unfortunate enough to experience it first hand would know it. Very very well :P So in a long post that says absolutely nothing, we have established that I do not like change and yet my opinion changes quickly. Contradicting personality traits much? It was like Nathan and I established earlier. I'm the extreeeemes ! I'm either really motherly or really childish. Of course, when he said that, I was being an airplane so he probably had a reason to say that... ehe .


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Friday, May 6, 2011

This is so me...


8:17 PM ; smile'

Today was perfect running weather. Cold but not excruciatingly so. Not too Windy with sun that doesn't hurt your eyes. Which makes today a perfect day for Cross Country. I wish I ran. Not seriously of course. But if I did that, I'd have been lonely cause everyone else from our grade was running seriously. Booooo ! That's two years in a row I haven't Cross Country-ed :P Ah well, today was fun anyway.
Like the cool kid I am, I went to school on a day I had no exams. Cause I have no life. It's sad I know. I studied in the library for a bit. Well, I helped Mariel study for art. Although, I think I distracted her more than anything. Halfway through the dayish, Avi, Monica, Thai and I went walking around trying to find a cool teacher's class to crash. WE COULDN'T FIND ANY! WHERE WAS THE SCHOOL MAN? We ended up hanging out in the dance studio cause Mr Lynch was in there and was about to supervise an exam. I love the freedom we get during exam period :) It's cool. Mr Lynch gave us chocolate :D Avi and Monica were playing dressups with the costumes in the dance studio BAHAHAHAHA Must upload that photo... :P Thai and I just jammed on the piano/guitar. Calvin and Mariel joined us eventually and I just geetared with maimai for a while. It's been a while since I last did it. I miss it :P MAI MAI WE SHOULD JAM MORE PLEASE.
Also, my mum bought pineapple and I'm addicted. I cut it up and I think I ate more often than I put something in the bowl... oops 8-)

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Wednesday, May 4, 2011

I have more phantom bruises. On my arms, hand and leg, I can feel the pain that comes with a bruise but there's no bruise! THAT IS MESSED UP MAN! Anyway, enough about that. Today was so fun! Legal exam screwed me over though. The essay question frsginhteshrh I felt like crap and I felt dirty after writing it. It's an odd feeling, arguing against yourself... :/ Ah well... hetjghotsh
In other news, after the legal exam, I played basketball with Aldrich, Alex, Avi, Henry, Johnny, Lisa and Thai. Twas pretty fun :) Lisa and Aldrich left. Alex and Johnny disappeared... It only just occurred to me, WHEN DID THEY LEAVE?? Weird. So yeah, we were just randomly shooting and Michael Dinh came and studied. When Lunch started, Avi, Thai and I went straight to Minto for more basketball. We versed Casula and stupid Lisa made people pass me the ball D: I DON'T SHOOT FOR A REASON LISA ! DID YOU SEE THE FIRST FOUL SHOT??? Grr at you :P But I love the year tens on our team. They're so funny. Drina's pro, Kelly's fun to be a team with cause we just chill 'on defense' when we're too lazy to run up and when Sarah gets angry at the fouls of the other team, we all just laugh. Good times :P

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?


If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?

lol yeah, how would you get out of that one? :P

The last time you felt honestly broken?


Are you craving something?

Chicken. Cause I'm always craving chicken

If you could have one thing right now what would it be


Would you rather have ten kids, or none?

none O_O

What do you hear right now?

The Only Exception

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?


What’s on your mind right now


Are you there for your friends

yes yes yes :D

Last person to see you cry?

Thai, Lawrence, Henry and Avi LOL :P

What do you do when you get nervous?

Laugh hysterically and yell at everyone and everything. Yes. Everything. Inanimate objects don't get away with it...

Be honest, do you like people in general

I'd liek to think I have some faith in humanity :P

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids

I don't know? 20s maybe?

Does anyone completely understand you

I wouldn't know :/

Do you have a reason to smile right now?

Don't we all? :)

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?

Yahuh ^^

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?

Eh, I guess there are things I could change but not maaaajor changes that would have a massive impact on my life. I mean, we all have regrets don't we?

Do you tell your mum or dad everything?


Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes

Yeah, I wouldn't want to be around them if they smelled like it or was doing it. And I'd look at them differently :/

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?

I don't think so ?

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Yes I do and it is the same person as now ! Shocking isn't it...

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?

Past generally but lately, the future

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?


Are you easy to get along with?

I don't think so :P I think I'm annoying and a bit weird tbh

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?


What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?

Orange and mango Juice

What size bed do you have

Queen! I think.. well it's big O_O"

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in


Do you like the rain?

I love it :)

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now

Doubt it :P

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do

Yes :/

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither

Depends, some people think I'm full goodie goodie. Some people are just like eh wouldnt call her straighty 180 but not bad news either... I'm probably wrong :P

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?

ellen, lisaa and alicia !

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?

Umm I don't remember O_O Wow it's been that long ! OOh Limitless with Alan, Kabir, Nathan, Nicholas, Rafi and Thai

Have you ever kissed someone who had a boyfriend/ girlfriend?

Psh no

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?


Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?

no way :P

Do you regret a past relationship

ummmm past relationship? :P

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party

Well I haven't gone to many concerts but crazy parties tend to go a bit overboard and concerts sound fun so concert? :P

Do you tend to fall for the same type of person over and over?

As in do I have a type? I think so :P

Have you made a joke about somebody that made them cry?

I hope not :/ I don't remember that happening

Do you care too much about your appearance?

I dont think so

Are you a jealous person?


Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?

No I haven't

Do you miss anyone?


Last person who made you cry?


Does your ex piss you off?


What are you doing tomorrow?

Chilling at school even though I have no exams like the cool kid I am

Are you the type of person who has a new boyfriend/ girlfriend every week?

No way :P

Is there anyone you want to come see you?


Have you ever been cheated on?

Not possible

Ever given your all to someone who walked away


Do you like cotton candy?

YES ! :D

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?

Calvin or Thai

Are you planning to get knocked up or knock someone up by age 17

Psh wth no :P

Do you have siblings?

Two older sisters

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?

Yes :P

How has the past week been for you?

Pretty good I guess :) GOing back to school, seeing everyone etc

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

Yahuh !

What’s on your mind right now?

I'm hungry :/

What were you doing at midnight last night?


What is your current mood?

I had to think about that... I am content? :P I dno I'm neutral ?

Who was the first person you talked to today?

Le mama

Will this week be a good one?

I hope so ! So far it's been pretty good :P

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy

Yup ^^

Who were you with last night?

KON! Cause I make friends with stuffed toys...

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?


Next time you will kiss someone?

Pshhhh I dno :P

Who should start the kiss, the girl or the boy?

Either? O_O

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

Not that I know of. Man, Avi's right I need a life O_O

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