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Sunday, October 30, 2011

So I decided to split the last post up because it was a bit long and the end of one day sounded like too much of a conclusion for me to want to reopen it, if you know what I mean. So yesterday we had a not-so surprise birthday dinner for my sister at Rashay's. The dinner itself was pretty... average. Well, the food was amazing but you know but there weren't any particular highlights. Not saying it was boring but compared to what happened after, it was average :P My sister's friends are so cool ! We all went back to my house and hung out in the living room talking. Everyone was still really tired from the night before though so it was a pretty slow start with us lazing around on the couches in front of the aircon too tired and lazy to move. 
My sister's friends had prepared a slideshow for her so we all gathered in the living room after about an hour of them trying to figure it all out. It was really sweet :) We played Just Dance for a bit and man, I felt so awkward dancing in front of my sister's friends like that D: But she made me and I couldn't turn her down on her almost birthday ! At around 10, the girls minus me went into my sisters room to play around on her mac and the boys plus me were talking about anime and things were beginning to die down and we were just talking and Dhivesh was like "alright we'll leave at 10:30" But then we started talking about pokemon and digimon. And eventually, the other girls came out and we were just bringing up all the really old children's shows and trying to rememebr their theme songs and stuff! It was so fun :P I think we actually talked about every single kids show there was. Not even kidding man O_O
So that went on for a few hours and then we started doing riddles and games and puzzles like the Very Simple Game and stuff. IT was sooo much fun. And teh whole time, I was sitting next to Joel, too comofrtable and lazy to move, while he kept making the stupidest comments that made no sense. Oh good times :')

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2:51 PM ; smile'

So annoyed right now. Well not really, I've just lost a lot of things, LIKE THAI'S BIRTHDAY LETTER AND 350GB WORTH OF STUFF ON MY HARD DRIVE! And I'm not as annoyed/upset/angry as I should be. It's a bit strange really. So the last few days have been so awesome and amazing and I love everybody! My sister arrived in Australia on Wednesday night at like 11ish as a "Birthday Surprise" but I saw it coming, yknow.. like the detective I am (H)
Okay, back to my story... Yes so Thursday I spent the night hanging out with my sisters and my not Singapore sister's boyfriend came over and we were watching home videos until around 10:30. So sleep deprived because when I stay up late on school nights, I usually nap the next day but I can't when my sister's here so yeah...
Friday was my Birthday and oh my gosh I love Hurlstone! Seriously, you guys are an amazing group of people and you made me so happy for the entire day with the endless Birthday songs in practically every class I went to, the mango birthday cake at recess (even though I was distracted by the pick punch) and all the hugs :) Thank you Jimmy for the Hitsugaya poster, Thommo, Rafi and Kabir for the pick punch, Nathan for the awesome Hogwarts style letter :D, Kabri and Rafi for the purple card that got me teary and Thai for your letter WHICH I WILL REWRITE FROM WHAT I REMEMBER. There's an upside to trying to decipher a code; you memorise most of it :P
Dinner with some of my nearest and dearest friends, Avi, Nick, Monica, Raelene, Luke, Lisa, Amy, Melanie, Lani and Mariel (that's in the order they were sitting in) at TK something and a movie with my sisters, Raelene and my sisters friends. It was an amazing night with Patrick the waiter who kept hitting on Raelene (;P), Nick's lostiness, Nick and me picking on Avi, Raelene being antisocial (jokes, she's so charming O_O) and general good company :) My sister's friends were there too cause it was like.. a joint birthday dinner because her birthday is four days after mine and I love her friends. One of her best friends reminds me of Avi and when I introduced them to each other, I felt like I was seeing double. hehe :P Thank you Ukel for the awesome birthday card :D I loved it! and Maimai for the really long letter. Omgsh I read them both in the car on the way to the cinema and started crying. Good thing it was dark 8)
Went to watch Paranormal Activity 3 afterwards. Nick and Lisa couldn't make it :( And I really wanted Nick to come cause he's funny in scary movies :P It was okay. Like the scary to not scary ratio was a bit crap but the last 20 minutes or so were pretty good. I was sitting next to Arnie and he kept laughing at everyone else's reaction. Love that coping mechanism... After the movie, we all went back to my house and talked for aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages until my sister's friends left at like 1am and Raelene slept over. Except, my sisters were scared to sleep alone so we all slept in my room on the big ass bed. Man.. four people in one bed. I was comfortable :P But apparently I move a lot in my sleep and my sister and Raelene barely slept.. ehe . oops :$
All in all, my birthday was amazing thanks to all you lovely people. And yes, I have noticed that I've used the word "amazing" so many times in this blog post, but I really don't know how else to describe it. It was an incredible day and night and I have you guys to thank for it :) Until next time !

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1:29 PM ; smile'

Friday, October 21, 2011

Hypothetical .
Little things happen in life. Bad little things. But you get over it, move on. You're bothered for a little while but eventually you accept it and be happy again. You think 'oh well, that sucks but it's okay.' but what if all those little things happen, one after the other until you've said 'oh well' one too many times and all of the little things add up to make on really big thing? Now what if that one little thing that pushes you over the edge is a really big thing that means a lot to you?
Things are blown out of proportion and you're an emotional wreck, wallowing in self pity, waiting for a confidence boost you're scared won't ever come.
But it doesn't matter, because this is all a hypothetical situation right?


7:26 PM ; smile'

SO GLAD THAT THE PREFECTS ARE BACK! Rafi, Lisa and I came back from blood donations and waited outside the office for a bit to see if they'd be back at school soon but then we called Thai and Avi (neither of which picked up) until we talked to Nicholas and discovered they were just leaving but would be back before school ended. So we walked Rafi to maths in the Ag rooms (Random much?), got shunned by the 3U kids and talked to Mr Gee for a bit before going on our merry way to our room. The whole time, we kept lookin gout the door trying to see if they'd returned yet. We moved to the very front of the room so we could get a better view. FINALLY, at around 2:50, I see a bus pull up and I'm like "LISA! LISA LISA!! THEY'RE BACK OMGSH THEY'RE BACK!" So we both start going crazy and begging miss to let us out so we could say hi but she kept saying no :( The second the bell went, Lisa and I bolted outside and jumped on Mariel and Mel... Well Mariel did the jumping yknow, her being short and all ;D hehe I love you Captain Maimai :D
Seriously, I can not explain how much I missed them. Thai called me on both nights. And I teared up both times.. both while I was on the phone to maimai.. strange :P But yes, on the second night I burst into tears when I discovered Mariel was captain. But that makes me scared. I mean, I know I'm emotional and sentimental but if this is how I react when a very small portion of the grade is gone for just three days, how the heck am I meant to survive the end of year 12 huh?? I keep trying to not think about it but I can't help it, there are always constant reminders of it and gah D: I'm going to die. Honestly, I actually have no idea how I'm going to cope with it.
On another note, going back to teh blood donation thing, I couldn't give blood today. Which sucks. THe finger prick showed that my iron levels were too low so they had to get a bigger sample to check. They poked my right arm so that the left arm could still be used if my iron levels were okay for me to give blood but after poking the needle in and wiggling it around for a bit, trying to find a vein that I knew would be difficult to find (which is why they always poke my left arm), they took it out and pricked the other arm instead to get the sample. So even if my iron levels WERE okay (They're not) I wouldn't have been able to give blood anyway cause both arms had already been stabbed. Yeah.. stabbed. Make it sound more dramatic than it is.. ehe ^^" So that's my epic story. This has been a very self absorbed blog post :P I shall leave you kids to it now then :)
P.s. In case you guys noticed/cared (which I doubt), I haven't been doing the writing challenge because the next one is to handwrite your favourite quote and I'm trying to decide what that is :P That is all.

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5:44 PM ; smile'

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

So lonely. So very very lonely. A bunch of people are having fun at prefect camp while the rest of us endure hours of school, possibly with teachers that don't teach or are boring. As Danicap and Lisa said "Even though you have faith in your faculty, we don't".Harsh I know, but I guess it all comes down to personal preferences and how we like to be taught and what teaching styles work for us. I'm so glad that I stayed in my English class. Mrs Davis is an amazing teacher and I loved our class. More than the class I have now. But I Think that's just the conservative in me talking. After a few weeks, when everything settles down, I'll probably be my normal OMGSH I LOVE MY CLASS self again and all will be well :) But for now, I feel slightly intimidated by my class? Like I don't like volunteering as much because I feel like they're all judging me. Which they probably aren't. And I'm not saying that my new classmates are bad or in any way hard to work with, I'm just not used to them yet yknow? Yes. That's right. It's not them. It's me.
Today I left school at 12 and went livo with Jimmy, Nathan, Rafi and Stephen cause we were all bored. Ate, walked around for a bit before Stephen left then we went to a music store and bought stuff. After going to Allan's music store in the city, every other store looks mediocre. I'm sorry but that place is amazing and I could spend hours in there. I wish I was more musically talented and could do more things and play more instruments :( *glares enviously at Wendy*
I need to change my blogskin. This one is too brown for my liking and there are too many different variations of it on different computers. Maybe my other ones did too but I wasn't aware of it and that makes it aaall better. But yes, I will get to that as soon as I am bothered. I also need to decide what subjects to drop because now I have 14 units. I want to drop bio but I don't want to go extension English online so I'm thinking I'll do senior science (because apparently it's moregeneral than the other sciences so hopefully that means easier?) on that line instead. Still 14 units, less effort ;D But I think that's still too many :/ Gah. What if I take up senior science on the same line as bio, have 14 units but don't care about senior because I'm only picking it up so I don't go online? Sounds like a plan! Unles they change the timetable and lines around then... :S

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9:03 PM ; smile'

Saturday, October 15, 2011

I have spent so much of my time lately thinking about art, doing sketches, finding pretty pictures and stuff to fill my VAPD which I guess is a good thing. The only not so good thing is that this means that everything is really scattered with no real order. It's just OOH RANDOM IDEA -scribbles it down- and you guys know me, a tad OCD and always wanting things to be in order... when it comes to books anyway. I just thought of that time Joseph said he couldn't imagine my desk being organised :( It's true though.. anywaaaay yes so, this lack of order in  my vapd is bothering me. And I think too much. Like waaaay too much so I always think there are regulations with the VAPD when really, there aren't. No matter how many times miss says that, I still think 'oh there must still be some kind of rule or regulation that's just common sense right?' But there isn't. ISO I think that I will, for once, not make everything organised and in order because it's meant to track your thought process right? And the only way you can genuinely do that is if you add things in when you think it right? I MAKE SENSE DON'T I???? Well as long as the logic works for me, it's good enough XP (thank you Lisa for helping me realise that xD)
Tomorrow, I will be going to Officeworks to buy the hardcover books I really liked. yes the flimsiness of the books I bought annoyed me THAT much. Did I even blog about that? Or did I just tweet it? Oh well, point is, they weren't there when I tried to buy them so I settled for crappy not hard cover ones and they annoy me so I'm going tomorrow to buy them. Wow I just repeated myself big time. Ah well, I was going to write more on that topic but I lost my train of thought. 
This weekend, Phantom of the Opera is showing in cinemas and I really really really wanted to go cause I love Phantom of the Opera but my date cancelled on me. Lol I've always wanted to say that.  Yes, I've always wanted to say that someone cancelled on me O_O wth I'm weird... ANYWAY, (I really need to stop going off on a tangent) I'm kidding. Half. They did, but I wouldn't have been able to go anyway because my sister's fiance arrived today and it would have been rude to leave the house in his presence :P So no biggie. I have a different version on dvd anyway. But I really wanted to see this one because it was the actual performance that was filmed. I don't care if its 3 hours 20 minutes, I WANNA SEE IT :(
Also, I am on the quest to find the best bubblegum gelato/icecream (so far the place in the City Westfields is winning) and the best Salmon sandwich (Coffee Club in livo is winning.. although I haven't had that many sandwiches). That is all. 

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7:00 PM ; smile'

Thursday, October 13, 2011

 Random questions for you guys; what colour are the links and the headings of each section of teh side bar thing and the dates at the top of each post? Also, is there a heading because my blog looks different on my phone and on different computers and I just wanted to know what you guys see.

  1. Bed
  2. Kon toy
  3. Lamp
  4. Lots and lots of plushies
  5. Clothes
  6. Books
  7. Laptop

1. Do You Like Anyone? Yes, yes I do
2. Does Someone Like You? I believe so... (trying not to sound up myself)
3. Last Kiss? From le mama
4. Been Lead On? Not that I remember? :P
5. Been Cheated On? LOL No :P
6. Want A Relationship? Eh, I'm fine with how things are now
7. Wanna Get Married? Of course :)

  1. God
  2. Family
  3. Friends
  4. Music
  5. Books
  6. Games
  7. Food !

  1. Art body of work... how to do? 
  2. Talent Quest choreography
  3. To do 4U English or not?
  4. What subjects should I drop.. if any?
  5. Wow my mind seems to be occupied by a lot of school stuff
  6. Organising events, planning the near future
  7. Roses and Candles :)

1. Believe In God? Yes :)
2. Had A Dream Come True? Yes.. weirdly enough. I had a dream that the election would be 50-50 the day before it happened. :O But I hope my more recent dreams don't come true cause you'd all be dead by my hand...
3. Read The Newspaper? Do the comics and games count? :P
4. Get Enough Sleep Everyday? Yes, not necessarily all at night 8)
5. Have A Best Friend? Yes Indeedy :D
6. Take A Bath Daily? No, I'm a shower person! Baths scare me ever since I saw 13 ghosts
7. Wish On Stars? Kind of..? Like, I see a star and start wishing on it only to find myself praying instead? LOL

1. Fallen In Love? Some people are a tad cynical... Yes :P
2. Kissed Someone Of The Same Sex? On the cheek, yes
3. Hooked Up With Someone Who Had A BF/GF? Ew, no
4. Been To A Bonfire? No but I'd like to. At the end of year 12. Burning notes/books. WHO'S WITH ME?
5. Ran Away From Home? Psh no, I'd get nowhere :P
6. Played Strip Poker? No, I don't know how to play poker
7. Pulled An All Nighter? No because SOMEONE kept falling asleep >.>

1. Cried? No
2. Had Fun? Of course I have :D
3. Been Kissed? Yup
4. Felt Stupid? When you're with Avi, kind of hard not to.
5. Talked To An Ex? What ex? O_O
6. Missed Someone? I always do
7. Listened To Music? Yessum

1. Are You Currently Mad At Someone? No, i try not to stay angry at people
2. Which Of Your family Members Has The Worst temper? My mum or dad?
3. Have You Ever Thrown Something At Anyone? Teehee... maybe 8)
4. Does Your Face Turn Red When You’re Angry? Apparently, but how am I supposed to know? I don't check myself out when I'm mad !
5. When You’re Mad Do You Prefer To Stare Angrily Or Yell? Bit of both

1. Has Anyone Ever Thrown A Surprise Party For You? Not that I remember
2. Are You Easily Excited? Ehe . Yeah cause I have a childish mind like that
3. What Event Is Coming Up That You Are Looking Forward To? BIRTHDAY :D
4. If You Won A Million Dollars, What Will Be Your First Thought? LOL Yaaaay now I can buy people
s birthday presents :D
5. What Would Make You The Happiest Right Now? Everything working out and relationships being perfected and no more hiding

1. Full Name: Kyleen Anne Grace Lopez
2. Birthday: October 28
3. What’s Your Main Goal In Life? Be someone, get somewhere, be where I want to be with who I want to be.
4. Do You Want To Have Children? I wouldn't mind either way tbh
5. How Do You Want To Die? From something that would give me time to say goodbye (wow im cheesy...:P)

1. When Is The Last Time You Cried? Wow this is the first time in a while that I've answered a question like this and it's been a while. I actually can't remember :P
2. What Is The Saddest Thing That Is Happening Right Now? We're all growing up. It's almost the end of the road guys :'(
3. Do You Usually Cry/Get Depressed When Something Doesn’t Happen Your Way? No, I'd like to think I'm pretty resilient. And anyway, I have faith enough to believe that I can do something else and I'll be fine.
4. Has Anyone Made You Cry In The Last 24 Hours? Nope
5. When You Are Sad, What Do You Do? Mope for a bit then get over it... :P

1. Do You Have A Crush On One Of Your Friends?  Ehe . Understatement O_O
2. Do You Believe At Love At First Sight? No, it's  a bit shallow sounding :/
3. When You See Your Crush, Do You Act Differently Around Him/Her? Um no not really
4. Do You Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend? Nope
5. Do You Believe Everyone Has A Soulmate? In a way I guess


8:25 PM ; smile'

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Today was the first Wednesday of year 12 since being excused from sport. Art was just before lunch and I had Thai's guitar and we were jamming while doing ou rwork. It was nice :) Seriously, our task is to work on our VAPD which is pretty much mapping the thought process of the formation of the body of work. Which basically means discuss, brainstorm and look for inspiration and I love doing that with our class cause we're all so.. I dno, we get each other (Lol so cheesy...). But seriously, there's no clashing or competition and keeping our ideas to ourselves and everyone's just really supportive and helpful :) I love it ! Honestly, and I am not even trying to be cheesy or mushy or whatever here but the thought of doing this major work that has to wow the markers freaks me out but then I think being surrounded with such creative people who are willing to help me do something that will be amazing is one of the few things that are keeping me calm at this point. Ngaw I love you guys :')
When the lunch bell went, most of the grade were just hanging around the donut quad a little lost, wondering what to do. Aw I love us :P Meanwhile, Lisa and I were gatecrashing the music rooms and making a nuisance of ourselves. Sounds just like us right? :P 
Espoir was meant to practise from lunch to the end of school but we decided to do it when sport started cause Lisa wanted a bit of chill time first. Which she used to go to the station, decide to go home, only to come back like two minutes later. Oh you indecisive child, you amuse me. When we started practising, Clement tried to teach us that weird standy thing he does but I have no upper body strength so I failed.. miserably :P We got kicked out of the dance studio and moved to the chess quad.. Why do I call it the chess quad? It's not even a quad. Whatever, it's stuck now. Anyway, we decided on a concept, a song and what we were doing and spent the rest of the time in our little world choreographing our parts. Twas semi productive ^^" 
I'm doing homework... kind of. Well I finished maths and we're doing Coordinate geometry which we did in year ten so it didn't take TOO long. It was just tedious I guess. But yes, on to bio! Even though I forgot my bio book in my locker... Man I'm glad I have  a folder with loose leaf paper. So convenient :D  Well I'm going to be productive now and leave you kids with the image of my handwriting...

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7:48 PM ; smile'

Monday, October 10, 2011

Walking into school this morning was a tad daunting. I didn't know what to expect or how things would change for us but really, the only real recognition of our progression into year 12 was Mr Whats his face (..the cool ag teacher that isn't McCord) walking past a group of us saying "Gee, I thought the year 12s couldn't get any [insert insult here that I didn't quite catch. I think it was uglier?]" or something like that. We all just stood awkwardly not knowing how to react :P Nice going Mr whats his face...
Getting results back and not caring about them is a good feeling :) I did terribly in English and Chem but I wasn't expecting to do well because by the time yearlies came around, I was over it and didn't even study :P So meh. I'm happy with art though :D 42/50 (H) OKAY SO TO YOU GUYS THAT MIGHT BE AVERAGE BUT IM HAPPY WITH IT OKAY? Speaking of art, we were talkingabotu the body of works and stuff and Mrs Coombes goes "In one of my year 12 classes, half of them were on anti depressants and the other half were on anti anxiety pills... but there's nothing to stress about". REAL COMFORTING. Seriously hyperventilated or something man :P Oh and we found out that only abotu five year tens decided to continue art for their senior years and rather than dropping the class altogether, Mrs Ross and Mrs Coombes decided to merge the senior classes for theory. Noooooooooooooo I have my reasons for being reluctant. One of which is I love our class and we have our own methods and I'm a conservative who doesn't like change >=(Yeah... that's going to get me far in life 8) 
Moving on... lol I timed the handwriting challenge post so that it would be finished by the time school started but I didn't blog enough Oops.... (Sorry for the poor quality, I took the photo with my webcam cause I'm too lazy to get up and I have really unsteady hands :P) 

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8:25 PM ; smile'

Saturday, October 8, 2011

First time in ages that I've blogged from Raelene's house. First time I've blogged in ages actually. Why? Because my computer is too slow and I can't be bothered waiting for it to turn on. Also, I haven't really had anything to say. I'm not quite sure what I want to say right now actually :P Let's just do a quick list of what's been going on in my life for the last two weeks
  1. Geeking it up at Lani's 16th Party with the 7 best friends anyone could ever have :D
  2. Sick for a fair few days and my holidays started to suck 
  3. Thai came over and while that sounds like a break in the monotony that became my holidays, I just did what I usually do, just with company. That is, watch videos on my laptop all day :P 
  4. Tic Tic II Tour and Looze Control with Sharon and Sierra was so awesome! I loved the crews and poreotics and everybody! I saw Kelly in the meet and greet line and gave her one of my shoe to get it signed. I walked into Saint Andrew's Cathedral with one shoe only to get it back unsigned because they weren't signing :( SO SAD! But it was an awesome night, despite the fact that I had to leave early to catch the right train... which we ended up missing anyway =='
  5. BBQ at a park near Monica's house was pretty damn awesome. Mad company and place :D I was so gulity cause I wass upposed to bus it with George but my mum wouldn't let me so George couldn't go either but when I woke up the next day, my mum was like Ökay, you can go, I need to go doctor though" So I couldn't give George a ride either cause she was going doctor :( Sorry ><
  6. I tried being productive with the speech booklet but it's so boring!
  7. Went livo with my sister a few times and bumped into people. 
  8. My phone stopped working. Well, not really. I just couldn't make or receive any calls. I'm not sure if it's still like that. I should check that out actually... :/ 
  10. On a final note, I shall just say, I am not ready to be in year 12. Not mentally incapable, I just don't want it. I'm not sure what aspect of it scares me or whatever, I JUST DON'T WANNA! Okay I'm good. Oh and I might have another holiday job in December! :D Why do I always have temporary jobs? :/ Ah well, better than none.
Sorry for the absence over the holidays, when school starts again, I will try to be more consistent :) Thanks to those of you who still checked my blog over the holidays :P 


11:33 PM ; smile'

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