Theoretical Chaos
Friday, January 28, 2011

Just thought I'd clarify something... Oh and I thought Nathan would appreciate this:P

Dear Twilight fans,
Let's do some math! Harry Potter > Voldemort. Voldemort > Cedric Diggory. Cedric Diggory = Edward Cullen. Therefore, Harry Potter > Edward Cullen.
Sincerely, suck on that.


3:27 PM ; smile'

I feel so cut off from the world :P My mum and grandma went Philippines so the house is so quiet and I feel so antisocial D: Have not gone out with friends since... oh gosh I do not even remember :P Parra with George, Lisa and Mariel. All the things I've gone to these holidays have been with little groups. Except for Sushi choo. That was good :D
Anywaaay, three days (not including today) until school. yay ! I need to get out of the house D: I'm excited to see everyone again, I'm just hoping the fun of seeing friends again cancels out the increased workload.. Doubt it. POSITIVE THOUGHTS YES?
I just finished watching NCIS Season 2 and I hate how Kate died so... abruptly. Too sudden to be sad methinks. Oh well, they had to get rid of her I guess.
Ooooh my sister is cooking >=]
Well this has been an incredibly scattered and unstructured post, Until next time kids !

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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

What happened? You used to be so much better than you are now. You know where you went wrong and yet you're not doing anything to fix it? Or are you starting now. You're a bit late. I don't understand how or why you changed so much in the first place. I miss what you used to be and what you used to be to everyone else. Back when your priority list consisted of more than one thing. Im beginning to question whether you realise how much you've given up for it. Don't get me wrong. You made the right choice with your number one but, why is there a number one but no number two?
Looking back at everything you used to me makes me sad about who you are now. Change is inevitable, yes you know that but this much and in this way? I guess, it's just disappointing to see what you've become.


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Happy Australia Day all! Like the unpatriotic person I am, I'm doing nothing. Chilling at home with the sister and father. Fun times (Y) No seriously, look at the title of this post. Australia in Japanese on Australia day. Go me...
On a different note, I am capped. No tumblr, youtube or Nikkida's blog which, for some reason, is the only blog that won't load. D:
And for the formspring person:
  1. Aldrich
  2. Alex
  3. Amy`
  4. Andrea
  5. Andrew
  6. Anh
  7. Anna
  8. Anna
  9. Anna
  10. Annie
  11. Ashley
  12. Avi
  13. Avlin
  14. Carissa
  15. Chung
  16. Colin
  17. Danicah
  18. Danicap
  19. Daniel
  20. Danielle
  21. Diem
  22. George
  23. Henry
  24. Holly
  25. Israaq
  26. Jalen
  27. Josep
  28. Kat
  29. Kabir
  30. Lawrence
  31. Lisa
  32. Luke
  33. Mariel
  34. Melanie
  35. Mel (sn)
  36. Monica
  37. Nathan
  38. Nicholas
  39. Nikkidaa
  40. Rafi
  41. Raelene
  42. Rak
  43. Santosh
  44. Simon
  45. Stephen
  46. Thai
  47. Troy
  48. Vincent
  49. Vincent
  50. Wendy
There are SO many more than these but these are the first 50 that came into mind arranged alphabetically... It amuses me that the first en or so were already arranged alphabetically in my mind... O_O Anywho, seriously, 50 isn't enough to list them all :P And this isn't a preferential thing. My brain is just dead :/


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Saturday, January 22, 2011

This reminds me of the time Lisa and I were walking in ag and she ended up falling into mud :P

On a complete different note, I have just finished watching the Avatar series again and every time they do something at night, it's a full moon. Oh and can I just say, I am all for Zuko and Katara getting together. Their moments seem to be more intimate than hers and Aang's and Aang is 12! Well 112 but let's not get technical. Wow.. the internet agrees with me. There are so many pictures of Katara and Zuko making out or something :P
See how cute they look? :3

I love the characters in Avatar. They amuse me. Suki is a mad ass fighter. May's depressing personality interests me and her and Zuko as a couple was hilarious.
"I don't hate you"
"I don't hate you too"
-cue make out session-
Top 5 would probably be....

So dreary and monotonous yet oh so fascinating. Mai's blades are cool :D She looks so ninja ^^
"What are you doing?"
"Saving the jerk that dumped me"

"I guess you just don't know people as well as you think you do. You miscalculated - I love Zuko more than I fear you."
I don't know why I like Longshot so much. I think it's because he says literally nothing until Jet gets attacked. I find it... cute :P Charming? Mysterious? ;D LOL I dno. I just find him cool :P
"He's our leader. We'll take care of him"
-stunned silence-
I love Iroh's wisdom and how accepting and understanding he is. His reunion with Zuko made me teary :P But that's just cause I am unbelievably emotional. I love how he's so tank and whatever but still so calm :D
"You're really going to get a kick out of this Prince Zuko. The tile was in my sleeve :D"
Yes that's right. I'm loving the haters. It's not like Zuko stayed bad. Although, I did like him before he changed sides... Yeah, I'm concerned for my mental well being too.
"Hello. Zuko here, but I guess you probably already know me, sort of... Uh so, the thing is, I have a lot of firebending experience, and I'm considered to be pretty good at it. Well, I guess you've seen me. You know, when I was attacking you? Uh, yeah, I guess I should apologize for that But anyway, I'm good now. I mean, I thought I was good before, but now I realize I was bad but anyway... I think it's time I joined your group and taught the Avatar firebending. "

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Friday, January 21, 2011


I'm undecided about Katy Perry. I don't really like her music, but they're catchy. And I can't really pinpoint it, but there's something about her that I really really like. She's a good musician and her vocal range is crazy ! But her music isn't really... my thing :P I like the message of firework though :) And some of her more recent songs are nice. Very carefree and whatnot. At the same time, her creativity leads to.. weird things :P
I need to go school shopping. I love school shopping. Is that weird? Stationary excites me way more than it should ;P


1:17 PM ; smile'

I just realised I never edned up posting this photo. This is from the day Raelene, Thai and I watched Tangled and I sorta hung up on Thai chasing them :P


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Wednesday, January 19, 2011

My sister is playing Beautiful Girls on guitar... I don't know what to make of it. I am torn between hating it because of the song choice and liking it cause it's acoustic. I bought a purple pick today :D See the thing is, I buy pick so often but I lose them just as often and every time I buy a pick, it's the exact same one as before. Matte purple .71mm. One day, if I find all my lost picks it will be all purple domination (H) I don't know why I find that cool...
Anyway, I was thinking about the blue/purple pram argument I had with Thai and Raelene and it made me think, what if everyone saw colours differently? Like What if the colour I see as blue look s like my green to someone else.. if that makes sense? The only reason we know colours is because people showed us a colour of something and told us.. sorta... you know what I mean! But what if that same red square looked like someone else's purple ? Ok i'm gna stop there because I don't think I'm making much sense and you all probably think I'm an idiot or something :P


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Tuesday, January 18, 2011

First of all, no Joseph, I am not going to post the lyrics of birthday sex. Second of all, I lost my train of thought... LOOK! Pretty pictures :D

ehe . This photo reminds me of Thai :D


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Monday, January 17, 2011

So yesterday, instead of going Santosh's house, my mum took me to Raelene's house. I WISH I WENT SANTOSH'S ! IT SOUNDED SO FUN! Ah well, Raelene's was awesome too :P I got there before Raelene had finished work so my mum was just talking to her mum cause we're like.. family friends and they're bffls or something :P And they went to go buy food so I was alone in Raelene's house eating cheese for an hour... it was a little awkward :P
My other aunty came and then two seconds later my mum came back almost immediately followed by Raelene's sister's boyfriend. While we were talking to him at the door, we saw Raelene and her sister walking up... The timing was insane O_O anywaaaay, we ate, played ds and decided to go to the basketball courts. It was so damn hot and we had to walk like half an hour to the basketball courts and when we got there, I felt so judged cause everyone was so pro and aaah D: Some random guy asked us to join in their game so we did. It was fun. Weird. But fun :P I like that place. I think it's cool that everyone just asks whoever is there to play whatever they need players for. I wouldn't mind going there regularly :)
Today, my mum and grandma went Philippines and at the airport I saw Thomson and Simon Banh! It's weird to bump into someone at the airport. And two was just PHWOAR! Didn't talk to Simon cause we just passed each other but yes, have a safe and happy trip Thomson! Mind blown O_O Yeah.... not that amazing 8-)

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Thursday, January 13, 2011

I watched Tangled yesterday with Raelene and Thai. and it was sooooo good ! And the song they sang during the floating lantern ceremony thing was so sweet. And screw you Thai :P THE MOVIE WAS NOT BORING >=[
Raelene and I met up at 12:30, ate then went exploring Liverpool. She's never been O_O Damn Parra girl ;P LOL I'm kidding Raelene don't eat me D: To be honest, I don't think she was missing out on much. We went into Toys R Us and played with the Animal Planet snakes that move and hiss when you pat them on the head. They're so cool ^^
We went into the baby section... yeah weird I know but we were bored and curious :P And there was a blue pram. Yes, blue not purple. We argued about that for a while on the way to easyway. We saw Bart and Homer Simpson :D There's some Simpsons activity workshop thing just outside Myer where they have all the mini plays for kids and where Santa sits. I will upload the photo when I can be bothered getting it off my laptop :P
When Thai came at 1:30 we dragged him to Toys R Us and asked him about the pram. He said it was closer to purple to blue. IT SAID BLUEBERRY ON IT ! A worker lady walked past and Raelene asked her. She said it was lilac I DON'T CARE WHAT SHE SAID! IT WAS BLUE DAMMIT.
Whatever I'm over it. Hmph (psh :P). Went to go watch Tanlged at 2.30 and LOL! Raelene didn't know which toilet was for girls. But that's probably because she saw a man walk out of it.... teehee. We got kicked out of our seats cause soemone else had that seat. I didn't know people actually checked their seats :P Ah well, it was a good movie :)


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Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Before the worst, before we mend
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Let's try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

There was a time that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain


She was torn between what she wants and what she needs
they say you love someone enough you gotta set them free

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

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5:01 PM ; smile'

Back to the topic of me watching the Labyrinth yesterday, I forgot to mention, her epiphanies are so random and irrelevant. It annoys me. That is all.


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10:40 AM ; smile'

It's hard to justify or explain what's going on. Point is, it's done. Now it's time to make sure it was worth it.


10:39 AM ; smile'

Patheticism should be a word


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Monday, January 10, 2011

Beware the stairs of Mary Shaw
She had no children, only dolls.
And if you see her in your dreams,
Be sure to never ever scream .

I just watched the labyrinth (no that quote is not from the labyrinth) and as much as I love that movie, there is SO much that is wrong with it. How does that last line destroy the Goblin King? IT'S A BUNCH OF WORDS DAMMIT! I'm going to stop myself right there because I don't think anyone else likes that movie :P
I got a tumblr yesterday, but I don't think I should have. I was on it today and I'm not that enthusiastic about it :P ah well, let's test run it for a while :) Someone give me someone to follow D: Or anything to make it more entertaining...

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Sunday, January 9, 2011

Your name without a S?
Still Kyleen :P

What was the last item you bought?
Lychee and mango gelato :9

What plans do you have for tomorrow?
Either meeting up with raelene or staying at home

What are you thinking about right now?
DON'T PUT THIS KIND OF PRESSURE ON ME! No seriously, every time i see a question like this I look for something to think of and get really frantic :P

What's the sixth text say in your inbox?
Too long to type but it's from Kabir telling me to tell holly that he will meet us at wynyard (Y)

Who sits in front of you in Maths?
Calvin I think

Who sits in font of you in English?
Carmen and Tracey

Do you have trouble deleting your text messages?
Hell yeah !

Is there something that you haven't told anyone that you actually would like to?
Probably :P

Do you have any pets?

When was the last time you were sad?
The day my sister left :(

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend?
Yeah. Not a yelling match though, I'm not good with yelling matches.. I get too emotional :P

What happened at 10AM this morning?
I was sleeping :D

What time is it?

What time did you wake up today?
9:23 and again at 10:42

Is it warm outside?
Too warm methinks

Who's the last person you talked to?
My sister

What's your favorite color?
Purple :D

Where's your mum?
I don't even know... they weren't home when I woke up D:

Where's your dad?
Somewhere with my mum

Are you a happy person?

Are you happy at the moment?
yahuh ^^

Are you wearing socks?

Who are you going out with?

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
I don't know... Sometimes ?

Did you sing at all today?
Yes :P Teasing my sister is fun :D

When's the last time you argued?
Don't remember... not long ago with my sister? :P

Are you scared of spiders?
Not really.

Do you believe in love?
Yes :)

Have you done anything you regret in 2011 so far?
it's been 9 days so not really? :P

Do you miss anyone?
Yes! D:

What color is your hair?

Who knows a secret or two about you?
Too many people :P

Are you determined to have a better day tomorrow?
Yes !

Have you met anyone new lately?
Yesh :D

Do you dance in public?
When it's raining and im with maimai :D

Do you think you are treated right?

Who was the last person to look at you like you were crazy?
erm... My sister :P

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?

Why are you single?
Cause I don't want to be attached :P

Whats your middle name?

Tell me about what you' re wearing?
Singlet and Pyjama Pants LOL

What's on your bedroom floor right now?
A looooot of mess

How many windows are open on your computer?

Are you a shy person?
Sometimes, depending on the situation

How many kids do you want?
I don;t know anymore D:

Do you think relationships are actually worth it?
lol who knows? :P

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Sleepy D:

Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past week?

Do you miss anyone?
didnt i already answer this question? LOL

What happened at 9:00 am today?

Whats your current problem?
I can't think of one :/

Are you excited about anything today?

Do you delete people off of MySpace?
No, I hardly go on :P

Did you cry at all today?

Is there something you want to tell someone?
erm not that i can think of

Are you ticklish?

Do you use an alarm clock?
Does a phone count as an alarm clock? :P

Do you trust anyone?
I trust a lot of people :)

What were you doing at 5 in the morning?

What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
being messy :P

On average, what do you think you cry the most about?
Sad/sweet movies :$

What are you listening to?
nothing, wow thank you for reminding me to open itunes :P

How many girls would you just love to shoot?
none, shooting is mean ! :P

Who was the last girl you talked to today?
Le mama

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Not yet

Do you believe that if you want something bad enough you'll get it?
If wanting was enough to get whatever you want, life would be so much easier :P

Have you ever walked in on people having sex?

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
erm yeah just i think

How old do people usually guess you are?
18 :(

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
No ! I love Sydney

Would you rather your lover have gorgeous eyes or a gorgeous smile?
eyes :)

How long have you and your number 2 known each other?
Number 2? O_o

How many people do you have 'a thing' for right now?
one 8-)

Where is the person you need most right now?
far far away never to be seen again

Who was the last person in your bedroom?

Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?

Has a boy put their arm around you in the past five days?

Do you tend to make things complicated?
I think it's a really bad habit that I have :S

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?
Well so far it's been a pretty good day with the fambam but nothing has stood out i don't think :P


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Thursday, January 6, 2011

So looking back on my New Years Resolutions for 2010, (click here) I have realised that I am terrible with keeping promises to myself. I accomplished 3/4 of them.. halfheartedly :/
  1. Do better in school. I did but not by much. I don't think the improvement was a result of more effort. Rather, a change in circumstance.
  2. Get the timing right. I'm not too sure about this one. Yes, third time lucky, I got what I wanted at the right time but I guess it's case of differentiating between what you want and what is right.
  3. Know what I want. Yes. This is probably the only one I can say I did without question. It's the easiest one I guess :P
  4. Learn to accept change. I have a looooong way to go.
So for next year? Screw it. I'm not going to make New Years Resolutions cause I realised, why do people wait until the New Year to improve themselves or their lives? People make a big deal out of the New Year because the numbers change. But all it means is that the world has gone around the sun one more time. Sorry to sound cynical or whatever but big whoop. I'm not against the whole new year celebration thing I'm just saying; why wait? It's another day just like the beginning of every other day with the only difference being the last digit in the year. So rather than creating a list of things I need to do at the beginning of the year, hoping that throughout 2011 I actually accomplish them and forgetting about them completely, I'm going to take the year as it comes and make improvements as I go along to things that i see and notice needs improving. Wish me luck :)


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Tuesday, January 4, 2011

First moment of silence in a while since my sister has arrived and I have no idea what to blog about. I've been reading a lot of blogs that reminisce about 2010 and their hopes and dreams for 2011 and while I'm probably one of the people you guys would expect to have a really cheesy blog about it, I don't want to. Yes, I'm sad it's over and all that jazz but reading everyone else's blog made me even sadder and I think recounting it would make em an emotional wreck. So yes, let's skip all that.
Memorable though 2010 was, the send out I gave it was pathetic :P I spent it at home doing nothing. Ah well, while I didn't spend the new year doing what I would have wanted, I guess I just have to make up for it by partying the night away all this year yeah? (H) yeah.... I didn't think so either.. Not with senior years and w/e
OH WELL! So I had already mentally planned this blog because you know, after a week or so of not blogging, may as well make it worthwhile :P But I have completely forgotten what I was going to say. Yes, you love my forgetfulness and if you don't, pretend you do >=]
I think I am more afraid to lose memories than I let myself know.. I was just thinking about it just then and I dno, it's terrifying ! Ok, I am rambling. Next post I shall check how well my new years resolutions went for last year :P

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